Can We Live in Silence in Everyday Life?

With Swami Veda Bharati taking a vow of 5 years of Silence, it’s a good time to be inspired and ask the question: can I incorporate some Silence into my life?

At Aware Yoga, we have been enjoying Silence weekends and Silence days and we have now introduced Silence hours. What’s this I hear you ask?

Silence hours are an opportunity to come to Hatha class for asana and systematic relaxation, then take a walk in nature in Silence followed by an hour of Silence supported by 108 breath nadi shodhanam, japa, meditation,– you choose the combination you need. No talking from the teacher, just a group of like-minded beings enjoying the fullness that comes from Silence – together.

There is real power in coming together to enjoy Silence:  group support, a shared energy, specific time put aside rather than trying to ‘fit’ it in to life, a sankalpa – a commitment to come and participate. Many of us experienced the power of this recently at the Sangha gathering where 200 people took 10days Silence together. Such opportunities are not always available –so it is important to create other ways to keep enjoying Silence, keep changing the minds habits. So Silence hours provide an opportunity to change our mind’s habits regularly – not just on retreats.

We can also take one step further and incorporate changes into everyday life, an opportunity to change the minds habits every day, not just in class, in silence hours, workshops or retreats. A few thoughts on this are offered below and perhaps these begin to answer the question ‘Can we live in Silence in everyday life?’

These thoughts are not offered as you have to do all these things…that thought is the mind’s habit for some of us (if I can’t do it all or don’t have time, I won’t do any of it…or…I have to do it all, then you don’t and you feel guilty …or maybe I’m just speaking of myself, you decide!)
This is about sharing ideas, possibilities about how simply we can tune into silence, develop our awareness, be in the moment, go inside and be with the Self. It is a reminder of what our teachers have often said and offered us as examples (again and again!).With these new habits we can move towards a more tranquil existence, be a calmer person to be around and feel better. So pick a couple of things and see what happens…over time you may choose a different couple…after a while you may find you are naturally doing them all. You are living differently with the support and fullness that your new habits and Silence brings.
If you run a Centre maybe introduce Silence hours and enjoy changing the minds habits together.

So see you in the Ocean of Silence…dive in the waters lovely and warm!
With love and gratitude to our teachers for showing us true patience and how to live in Silence.

Waking up and going to sleep

Use the yoga practice of Atma-tattva-avalokanam – awareness of the Self (your inner being) when you go to sleep and when you wake up.

  • Go to sleep with a calm mind and positive thoughts – you will wake the same way calm and positive.
  • Before bed, take time to calm down, let go. Use your breath, relaxation techniques, read some inspirational words.
  • Avoid giving the mind more to process, e.g. TV, working on computer, reading too late, difficult/emotional topics of discussion.

During the day

Observe breath and Mantra So Ham in your daily transitions

  • Sit with spine straight – in a chair, on a train, at your desk…wherever you are, close your eyes and tune into your breath and mantra for 2mins

This brings us back regularly throughout the day to a calm mind helping us develop this new habit.

  • The Minds Habit is the minds Habit, so we aim to develop a calm focused mind rather than a busy distracted mind.
  • It also helps us develop patience (another good habit) –rather than rushing from one thing to the next.

Examples of transitions:

  • Before you get out of car to go into work
  • After you’ve put the shopping away
  • Before a meeting/After a meeting
  • Before you collect the children from school

There is no such thing as waiting!

The supermarket queue is a great place for breath and mantra – it keeps the outside, outside. Anytime you are waiting /queuing …breath and mantra
It’s a wonderful opportunity for time with the Self, developing your new mind habits, an ability to focus, being in the moment, accepting and enjoying that queue or waiting time!

Walking down the street

Using the yoga practice of pratyahara – Controlling the senses

  • Try not to look around everywhere, keep a focused gaze down a few feet in front. Shop windows and advertising will distract you and you are more likely to want to buy things you don’t need, so this will help you develop focus and save you money!
  • You will also become more aware of how you walk, perhaps where you need to relax more, whether your shoulders are relaxed, spine straight, breathing calm.

Decrease the processing that our already busy minds have to do

  • Try a No TV night
  • Try No radio in the car
  • Limit input you don’t need, less for the mind to process – at the hairdressers and nail salon give the gossip and fashion magazines a miss!
  • Have times of the day when your mobile is off…not on silent as you will hear it buzz and be tempted to pick it up!
  • Have deliberate time in the office where you are not in front of the computer

Speak less

  • Thinking before we speak
  • Do I need to say that? Why do I feel the need to say that?
  • Saves energy and helps us realise why we sometimes speak …to show others what we know, to be heard, to be noticed, to be acknowledged, to put our opinions on others (control) etc.
  • And in difficult conversations remember the expression: if you can’t think of something nice to say don’t say it

When we eat

  • Take a few calm breaths and sit quietly before you begin, give thanks for the food.
  • No food on the move, or in front of the TV. This way you will appreciate the food, take your time and your body can focus on digesting it
  • And as Swami Rama says NO FIGHTING over the dining table, it turns your food into poison!
  • Chew your food completely so the enzymes needed for digestion can do their thing.
  • After eating if you can do digestive breathing great; if not, again sit quietly, breathe diaphragmatically and then move around – talk a short relaxed walk –nothing over energetic as this diverts energy away from your digestive process

Observe your habits

We need to learn to observe ourselves …if we want to change; we need to know where we are starting from, what we are working with

  • What do you reach for when you are stressed …coffee, chocolate, distractions?
  • Do you rely on certain things to get you through the day
  • Can you change your day/schedule so you don’t need these things?
  • Can you reduce those habits and replace with e.g. breath, relaxation instead?
  • When emotions or stress appear is a certain area of your body tightening, does your breathing change etc.
  • What are you influenced by …your family, friends, work environment, advertising.
  • Do you need the latest clothes, gadget, yoga mat because ‘everyone’ has one?
  • What thoughts regularly occupy your mind? What is driving them?

Incorporate breathing techniques into your day

Before any meeting, important conversation, major travel, something you find stressful: Sit for 5 minutes and breathe – feel the breath at the nostrils and stay in the moment; don’t let you mind play out the conversation, the meeting, the what’s going to happen is…

  • Balancing Breath: Nadi Shodhanam
  • Cleansing/detoxifying breath: 2:1 breath

Great during the mid afternoon slump: If you can get out and walk and do this even better.

  • Calming breath: Diaphragmatic breath

You can check on this anytime of the day –are you breathing diaphragmatically when you concentrate on writing, reading, doing, sitting at the computer, etc.

Walking in nature

Nature has inherent stillness; it helps us get in touch with our stillness, our inner silence, our inner Nature.

  • Leave the office and take a walk for 15 minutes; you will come back refreshed and more productive!
  • Sit and eat your lunch in nature (a park for example) – rather than talking while eating, listen to bird song.

Cleaning the mind

Using Japa (mantra) –sitting and repeating mantra in the mind putting positive vibration in the mind and letting go of what we don’t need to hold onto.

If life does not allow this time, repeat mantra in the mind while you are washing up, cleaning, baking, gardening, walking.

Swami Veda has suggested that we work with the Shiva Sankalpa prayer over the next 5 years of Sadhana…you could take the line from that prayer

Tan me manah shiva sankalpam astu’

which means may my mind be filled with beautiful and benevolent thoughts.

So much more positive and powerful than the mixed up, busy thoughts that often occupy our minds!

REST the body and mind
Relaxation, Relaxation, Relaxation…

Using the yoga practice of Shavasana, systematic relaxation, or the 61 point blue star Yoga Nidra technique.

This also teaches us patience, staying in the moment and develops our ability to focus and become aware.

A good practice for the no TV night!

Relax your face, relay your forehead!

Our body is the ‘densest’ part of our mind …our thoughts, concerns, tensions and ‘busyness’ all show themselves in the body. The face in particular tells a story …People hurrying to work often look anxious and strained.

So relax your face, relax your body, and as Swami Veda is always reminding us, “Relax your forehead.”  A relaxed forehead is the result of a calm, still mind …

Start by becoming aware (regularly during the day) of the expressions and strains you are bringing to your face and forehead. Especially when you are busy, rushing somewhere or in conversation. You will feel the tension there once you start ‘checking’ – then breathe and ask your mind (gently) to relax your face, relax your forehead to let go of whatever it is gripping hold of!

Last but not least –Smile

Life, this planet and the people in our lives are extraordinary; everything is teaching us something –even the difficult stuff!

So smile as you catch yourself and your thoughts, as you notice things.

Smiling makes you feel better and everyone else feel better …hopefully people around you will start smiling too, they may not know why –but they will.

And in a true smile is a positive, calm mind and a relaxed forehead!

And no need for words –it’s a universal symbol, translated in any country with no extra explanation needed (a silent exchange!).


Editor’s Note:

For the practice given by Swami Veda Bharati on 9th March 2013, please see: http://ahymsin.org/main/practice/practice-for-the-next-five-years-and-the-rest-of-your-life.html

Lectures at the 2013 Sangha Gathering – Lecture #1

February 28, 2013
at the 2013 Sangha Gathering at SRSG

Om
Gurave namaḥ.
Parama-gurave namaḥ.
Parameṣhṭhi-gurave namaḥ.
Paramparā-gurubhyo namaḥ.

Akhaṇḍa-maṇḍalākaraṁ vyāptaṁ yena charācharam.
Tat padaṁ darshitaṁ yena tasmai shrī-gurave namaḥ.

Hiraṇya-garbhād ārabdhām śheṣha-vyāsādi-madhyamām.
Svāmi-śhrī-rāma-pādāntāṁ vande guru-paramparām.

Om tat sat brahmārpaṇam astu.
Om śham.


Welcome to you all. Thank you for being here and warming mine and each other’s hearts by your presence.

I hope, I pray, I suggest that you use this time both for saṅgha and sādhana. While you are here, let the Sangha be truly formed so that among yourselves there is an introduction, a deepening of connections, closeness of the hearts, expressions of affection and love – not only to go back home and say, “Well, that was a good experience, although the Swami’s talks were a bit boring” – not just to go back and say, “It was a good experience,” but to make it a lasting effect for the entire Sangha, the entire community the entire family.

We are so fortunate, so rare, that we have people here from twenty five countries and you do not feel a difference of country, religion or background, from wherever you have come and you become a family. And that is what the world needs to be: a world family! And by your presence here you are setting that example.

I will try my best to join you every day at 4:30 p.m. for silent meditation and at 5:15 p.m. to continue my lifelong ‘blab-athon’ which is about to end. People ask me: “Why are you taking to silence?” Look, those who have read the newspapers in February 1947 in India, they would know that I started in February, 1947, traveling, lecturing, teaching, meeting people, concocting organizations. In different places and in different countries, hardly a day has passed without me saying some idiotic thing. Isn’t it time for me to shut up, to go inwards?

Whatever I have been able to share with you in my life, for those who have known me for five years or ten years or forty years, or some into their fourth or fifth generation of their families for their knowledge, whatever has passed through this person in the form of words is not mine; it belongs to the tradition to the paramparā of the rishis. It is they who for thousands of years have spoken the same words. For thousands of years they have been saying the same thing: “Know thyself.” In the Oracle of Delphi, in the teachings of the Upanishads: ātmanam vidhi: Know thyself.

But we try to know the whole world. We also try to know the faults of everybody, and how the galaxies are formed and how the atoms work. And whether there is a Higgs boson or not, or whether Higgs boson is truly a particle. And something I find it to be the most hilarious scientific joke of the century: to take some tiny ripple of energy and choose to call it the “God particle” because the wisdom of the rishis and yogis in their interior seeking is not taken seriously

Whatever I have spoken has come from that tradition that flows through my master and to a very, very small degree flows through me, which is not at all mine. And why do I do this? Because I wish for you to connect with that interior resource and that interior source – that interior resource and the interior source from which you can draw from the fountain of wisdom and become the guides to the big, wide, ever-fighting, quarrelsome world.

I always beseech you, and I beseech you again: Be ambitious! Be ambitious – ambitious enough to know thyself in this life. There can be no greater ambition than that. To be ambitious; then, to lead this striving, struggling, suffering world to centuries of wisdom and peace. People ask what kind of future can we expect in the coming centuries, as though the yogis were some kind of a super astrologer who can tell you which nations will be threatening, rattling what bombs three hundred years from now. That is not what we are here for. We are here to give the future centuries a direction – for you to be ambitious enough to be the kind of person who can give that direction by your mind, your words, your acts, your thoughts, your choices. Cease to live in these depressions! Cease to live in this darkness of anger! I have composed some messages for just this Sangha gathering: Sadhana in applied Spirituality.

People ask, “What is the meaning of my mantra?” People should ask, “How do I apply the meaning of my mantra to my social life, to my family life, to my emotions in life?” Our mantra initiators, of whom we have nineteen in number, also need to guide you on how to apply the meaning of your mantra to your society, your family, your relationships, based on – nothing new here that I’m saying – your choice of emotions. Your choice. You are here to learn that art.

While you are here, if you do nothing else, become mindful of your thoughts. Become mindful of your thoughts. Learn to detect your thoughts. Learn to observe your thoughts. Practice that.

What was I thinking two seconds ago?
Why was I thinking that?
Was it something creative?
Was it something loving?
Was it something critical of others?

The one person or society or country or people or present situations in which I find myself, of which I was critical seconds ago in my mind, could I have been appreciative instead? I have made these suggestions and I would like you to read these and that is why I have called it Sadhana in Applied Spirituality.

There are two kinds of spirituality. There is ‘armchair spirituality,’ like armchair traveling: You sit down in a nice easy chair and read National Geographic, and you are traveling. The other is the actual travel. And many of us spend a lot of our time addicted to this ‘armchair spirituality.’

We sit there and imagine what God might be like, and send a three-page letter to Swami and ask him to explain what is God. And if Swami cannot answer that three-page letter because he has four hours of emails every night to look at, then they send me a reminder. People actually send me a reminder: “Swami, I am reminding you of your duty as a Swami. I wrote you three days ago and you have not replied.” I get these appreciations as well.

So use this time to master the art of the observation of your thoughts. What was the thought I was thinking two seconds ago, five seconds ago, when I woke up this morning? Why was I thinking that? Instead of an emotion that led me to criticize a person or a situation, could I have chosen in my mind to feel an appreciation and gratitude for other qualities, other positive components of that situation? Thus, learning to replace all that is of the dross.

Humanity has become excuse me, a garbage producing machine. There are almost islands of garbage floating on some parts of the sea. But I am not talking of the plastic garbage; that is the byproduct of the garbage we are producing with our minds. From this moment on, what do you want your mind to produce? Meditation will give you guidance. It will give you a peacefulness. But fifteen minutes of meditation and the rest of the time: twenty three hours, forty five minutes of what? And then again fifteen minutes of meditation. “Swamiji, when I sit down to meditate, I get all these disturbing kinds of thoughts arising. Why do these thoughts arise? Where do they come from?” Because that is what you have gathered for twenty-three hours and forty-five minutes; when you close your eyes, you see them in the mirror of your mind.

So your applied spirituality is in those twenty-three hours and forty-five minutes. So first I have given you the easy practice: Learn to observe your thoughts.

I have given you a more difficult practice that you should do while you are here. Can you guess what it is? Learn to observe the state of your forehead. And when you meet each other say, “How is your forehead doing?” Every gathering we have here, every time I speak I give the same practice; I have been giving that for a decade: keep your forehead relaxed. Very difficult, right? Learn to observe the state of your forehead. Just that external part of your musculature can trigger a different mood, a different mode in your neocortex and in your limbic system. Try it! You make so many experiments with your life. Can’t you make this experiment seriously for the next ten days? And see what happens?

In the last portion of this little collection of compositions, Sadhana in Applied Spirituality, the last chapter is titled “Internal Sadhana,” in which I have given you some recitations to strengthen your saṅkalpa. I was planning to record these recitations and I haven’t gotten around to doing it. I am hoping to do them tonight. Those CDs of the recitations will be available to you to strengthen your saṅkalpa, to strengthen your spiritual resolve – and to keep reinforcing them.

We have a family elder taking the vows of vānaprastha during this event, and this is one of the mantras we recite during those vows:

व्रतानाम् व्रतपते व्रतम् चरिष्यामि तत् ते प्रप्रवीमि।
तत् शकेयं तेनर्द्यासम् इदम् अहम् अमृतात् सप्तम् उपैमिं॥

vratānām vratapate vratam cariṣyāmi tat te prapravīmi|
tat śakeyaṁ tenardyāsam idam aham amṛtāt saptam upaimiṁ.

“Oh the Lord guardian of vows and resolves,” enunciated the ancient Vedic Rishi. “Oh the Lord and Guardian and Protector of Vows and resolves, I undertake this vow and this resolve, this I declare to Thee,” – not to the whole world, but to God – “may I, by Your grace, succeed in following this vow. Following this resolve, may I thereby grow. Here and now I abandon all untruth and surrender myself to Truth.”

This is for strengthening your resolve for practicing applied spirituality.

There is also a hymn that we recite here in the ashram every night. It is known as the “Shiva Sankalpa Hymn.” This is a rather difficult-to-read translation here. It is difficult to read because you need to read a sentence, sit back and contemplate – and then read the next sentence. You can take a year to read these twenty pages if you like. It can take that long. The “Shiva Sankalpa Hymn” is the hymn of beautiful, benevolent, beneficial, beneficent, thoughts, resolves, sentiments and emotions, whereby you may become a veritable Shiva, the benevolent, the ever-beneficent God.

I will recite the six mantras and we will record them for you: Om yaj jāgrato dūram udaiti, daivaṁ. We recite it every night because the night, which you waste, is the most beautiful, sweetest, most useful, most helpful time for cultivating your thoughts, for cultivating your sentiments, for cultivating your emotions. You just need to know the little tricks of the art – how to use the night.

I wish you would learn how to use the night. That is part of your applied spirituality. I am not saying that you should give up sleeping, but learn to use that sleep as an instrument of purifying yourself. I grew up as a child reciting with my family the same hymn every night before going to sleep: the “Shiva Sankalpa Hymn”:

Om yaj jāgrato dūram udaiti, daivaṁ
tad u suptasya tathaivaiti
dūraṅgamam jyotiṣhāṁ jyotir ekam
tan me manaḥ śhiva-saṅkalpam astu.

That which travels far while I am awake,
which likewise wanders far while I am asleep,
this far going one light of many lights –
jyotiṣhāṁ jyotir ekam – one light of many lights,
may this my mind be Shiva Sankalpa,
a place of beautiful, benevolent, beneficent, peaceful,
meditative resolves, thoughts, sentiments, emotions, inclinations.

As we go along, I will explain this more. I am sorry that I cannot meet you personally. It is very difficult for me. His Holiness the Dalai Lama is retired. His Holiness the Pope has resigned. Why doesn’t a small fry like me have the freedom to withdraw into silence? It takes me all of these twenty-four hours to be resting, to be silent to do my internal things before I sit before you. I am sharing with you my cardiac energy to speak for forty-five minutes, and some days I may not be able to do that. So please don’t press my body. Listen. Resolve. Apply.

Keep your forehead relaxed and do that – especially at stressful times. Do that especially at challenging times. Let us say that your airplane is late, or your bus is late. By wrinkling your forehead, it is not going to come any faster. I don’t know who gave you the idea that the solution to every problem in the world is to wrinkle the forehead.

Can you form one new habit? Speak gently. No. Feel gentle thoughts. Thereby you will speak gently.

Those who wish to sit at the yajña can sit there. The whole idea of the yajña is to take your very essences and offer them into the divine fire saying Na mama: “Not mine, not mine” – “I burn it into the divine fire. I make myself an offering into the divine fire.” So those who wish to sit there, please benefit from that experience. Feel free.

Those who are not staying here on campus, unfortunately, you’ll come in the mornings and stay here during the day. I hope you will find it comfortable. I saw last night that they have put sixty beds for your daytime rest. You can go and rest there if you are staying elsewhere. But please, if you use a bed to rest, before you leave it, make it up for others because we don’t have a hotel staff to fix it up for you. You be the volunteers.

There is one thing I want to do today. It is getting to be 6 o’clock soon and I don’t want you to miss your dinner. This event has been in preparation for the last three years. There is one person who has helped to organize, who has publicized, who has remained in communication with, and who in the last six years has maintained connections among, all the different arms of the AHYMSIN family. Constantly in communication behind the scenes, holding a position only as a mantra initiator, holding no high administrative position, helping me immensely in this way. Normally we give an honor at the end of a series. but at the end of the series, on the Purnahuti day I will do the final fire offerings, and at twelve noon I will start my silence on 10th of March, so I will not have the time for that at that time.

I hope that many people will come along as a result of this Sangha gathering who will help this very special humble person with the work she has been doing and, as I said, through communication, keeping all the arms of the AHYMSIN family in touch with each other. The only person, only leader without claiming leadership has managed to do that. Can you guess which one of you? May I ask her to come forward please. You know who I am calling. Please stand and accept my appreciation. Thank you, Carolyn. God bless you. You have been invaluable. Don’t you agree with my choice?

And the third thing. Before you all go. Now don’t get jealous. I also have for everyone a special shawl with the Gayatri mantra imprinted on it for your meditation practice and everyone will receive this as a gift from me to take home. It has the Gayatri mantra written all over it. It will look very nice on you when you sit to meditate. There is also a new book which has been published just for this occasion: “Kundalini Stilled or Stirred. How do you want your kundalinī served, stirred or stilled”? That is the title of the book.

“Swamiji when I sit to meditate, my body starts moving around. My head starts shaking. I feel this tremble. I must be arriving at a very high place.” So I asked, you want your kundalinī stirred or stilled? We are on the path of ‘stilled’ not on the path of ‘stirred.’ You can take this and study the meaning of kundalinī in the context of what we are aspiring to achieve. And also watching your thoughts and replacing them with Shiva Sankalpa. Make that resolve now to keep your forehead relaxed. And every hour or two, when waking up, before breakfast, before going to a lecture, before going somewhere, in between activities, take two or three minutes of self-awareness repeatedly throughout the day. Apply that. Don’t forget. Starting when? Tomorrow evening, right? (Laughter)

Just bring your mind’s attention to yourself.
Relax your forehead. Feel the flow and the touch of your breath in your nostrils.
Maintain the feel of the flow, breathing gently, slowly, smoothly with your mantra flowing.
Maintain the flow.
Observe how the mind, mantra and the breath are flowing together as a single stream.
Your entire consciousness becomes an even flowing stream.
Without breaking the flow, gently open your eyes.

Resolve to do this practice for two or three minutes many times during the day.

Resolve to keep the forehead relaxed.

Resolve to observe your disturbing thoughts and replace them with beautiful benevolent and the beneficent thoughts.

May God and Guru bless us all.

Two Wings to Fly

God turns you from one feeling to another and teaches by means of opposites so that you will have two wings to fly, not one.
— Rumi

Last year after my silence practice, I felt like I had never felt before. My meditations were deep and powerful, my mind was calm, my energy level was high and my love for others was intense. I only had positive things to say about my practice. People were surprised when I told them that this year I experienced almost three weeks of intense mental suffering. I would like to share with you what I learned from that suffering and I hope it helps you in your meditation practices.

The two main causes of my suffering were self-condemnation and expectation. Let me try to explain how self-condemnation affected me first. One of the interesting things that I have observed in myself since beginning the practice of yoga is a very strong idea that I need to improve myself, that I need to become perfect so that I can experience ‘samadhi’, ‘enlightenment’ or some other over-my-head kind of thing. I do not know if that idea was there before I learned about spirituality or if the practice of yoga gave that idea a chance to manifest itself, but that is actually not so important.

What is important is that this idea of having to improve me is based on another idea: “I am not good enough”. This idea is one of the most dangerous things I have encountered in my life. The moment that I started accepting this idea, I stopped accepting myself. Not accepting yourself is fundamentally unyogic; the first practice of yoga is the practice of ahimsa (non-violence). Practicing ahimsa means practicing love. Love means accepting all and rejecting none; that means accepting yourself as well as others.
Why does the practice of yoga begin with accepting all and rejecting none? One reason is that meditation that starts with “I am not good enough”, turns into a frantic experience of trying to become something, trying to achieve something, and trying to do something. But meditation only happens when effort slowly stops and a calm, relaxed, concentrated, peaceful, and joyous awareness remains. The only thing that you become when meditating from the “I am not good enough” idea is depressed and/or frustrated!
That depression and frustration is exactly what I experienced this year. And I experienced it very intensely. Even though I had already let go of a lot of my self-condemnation, that which is still present in me came forward in a very strong way.

There are two reasons that I was able to learn from my self-condemnation. One reason is that by experiencing the madness of trying to achieve something for a long period of time, I began to understand the uselessness of it. Another reason is that, whenever it was needed, Wolfgang [Bischoff] reminded me to stop condemning myself.

Some self-condemnation still comes up in me every now and then, but now it does not influence me as it did before. I do not know if a tidal wave of self-condemnation will rise in my mind on another occasion, but I also do not fear it.

The second cause of my suffering was my expectation. A great teacher of meditation once said that he has observed something very interesting in almost every practitioner of meditation. The first time a newcomer meditates, he has a wonderful experience; the second time he meditates, he has wonderful expectations. The point is that meditation is great the first time because there is no expectation, and the second time it is not because of expectation.

Even though I knew all of this, it still happened to me. Last year I had a wonderful experience, and I expected it to be like that again this year. It was in fact worse; I was expecting it to be better! And in this way I created an experience of frustration for myself. I was not getting what I expected (and desired), so I got frustrated.

The most interesting part is that I was realising that expectation is causing problems for me, so I tried to let go of my expectation with the expectation that my meditation will improve! It shouldn’t be hard to imagine how my attempts only blew up in my face because of this.

As with self-condemnation, I began to understand the uselessness of my expectations better by experiencing the fruits of my expectations intensely. And again, Wolfgang was there to help and remind me of the suffering I was creating for myself.

What’s more, I misunderstood my suffering as me having some sort of defect (more self-condemnation), because I thought that meditation should make me feel wonderful (expectation). A few days before my practice came to an end, I was free of this vicious circle because I realised that everything I was going through is simply a part of my development and learning process. The realisation came from that wonderful Rumi quote that you can find at the beginning of this post, I’d like to invite you to reread it. When I experienced freedom from this vicious circle, I understood the importance of mental freedom, the subject of my previous post.

With this, I’d like to end the sharing of the lessons learned from silence this year.


Editor’s Note:

Ilyaz Nasrullah has been interested in spirituality since childhood. Introduced to the Himalayan Yoga Tradition in his early teens through his parents, students of Swami Veda Bharati, Ilyaz started practicing yoga in the Himalayan Tradition at age 20. Now at age 25, Ilyaz has studied yoga from different teachers in India and Europe. Always having enjoyed sharing his practical experiences with others, Ilyaz started teaching integrated yoga classes two years ago. He kindly shares this entry from his blog with us; it is the third article in a series of three articles.

An Interview with Pandit Hari Shankar Dabral

How did you become a part of the Himalayan Tradition?

Philosophically, my luck, my karmas, and my fortune brought me to the Himalayan Tradition. One comes in contact with many traditions, and that attraction, or ‘the pull,’ towards a teacher one gets if you have some past karmas or some past relationship with the tradition, then you find the same tradition again. So, I believe this is how I became a part of the tradition.

What distinguishes the Himalayan tradition from other traditions or makes the Himalayan tradition unique?

1. It came out of the cave monasteries of the Himalayas. The training comes from the sages who have sat, or they still are sitting, in their meditation in the caves of the Himalayas.

2. This tradition is also known as a living tradition. The teaching is handed down from a guru disciple relationship.

3. And also, it is a complete tradition that does not reject or leave out any other tradition. It includes, rather than excludes, and teaches the totality of all yoga science and its whole philosophy. Whereas other traditions have not gone into the totality of it, they teach only one part of yoga. Swami Veda says it is like a frame. There are pieces to that frame, and as you collect all of them, you are able to see the entire frame and picture. The Himalayan Tradition is like the frame for that whole picture, and all other traditions are like pieces of that frame.

How did the process of your coming to the United States come about?

The process of coming to the US for me was that Swami Rama of the Himalayas asked me if I could go to the US. So he is the reason or the source, or cause, for me to come to the US. He brought me to the US and said, “Now you teach here.”

Did he say why? Or the purpose?

No, the purpose was not said as such. Just teach and help, in service. The purpose is to teach, as he himself is teaching, to serve humanity. So he might have seen something in me, or I might come back to the philosophy of karma, that it was something from my karma that made it so he brought me to teach. And so…I started to teach when I came.

Does that mean at any point you will complete this task in the West?

That nobody knows. I don’t know what it means to be done. You continue your journey as long as you live, so that question doesn’t cross my mind or, I think, the minds of one who is a real teacher. It’s just serving. So there is no ‘done’ as such in any place. I still go to many places in the world and teach. I am part of those places and feel a connection to them and the family of students in each place. So if I go somewhere I am serving in the same tradition with the same manner and the same capacity, no matter the location.

How have you seen, in your life specifically, how coming to the West has changed your practice and your outlook on the Himalayan Tradition?

This question has two parts.

Number one, yes, coming to the US, coming to the West, gives you a broad, or a total picture, of where you were before. You are in the West, so you begin to understand Western philosophy and Western culture. It indeed broadens your vision and broadens your understanding because you are in a totally different culture and accepting and adapting the ways and the manners in which you will conduct yourself. And you are here to teach, so you need to understand some of the philosophy and the culture in order to teach it. In that way, yes, I have changed and broadened my vision or understanding to be prepared to teach in the West the way the Western style is.

However, it didn’t change my view of the Himalayan Tradition. It is the same whether you go to the East, West, North, South, or wherever you go. The teachings are the same. The only thing is, how you deliver the teaching may differ depending on where you are. So in Asian countries, you may deliver differently than you would in the West or in Europe because of the language, culture, and who you are speaking to. The Himalayan Tradition is always there – complete… and you learn from the people about their culture and learn how to understand or how to approach the teachings to make them understand and make them a part of the Himalayan Tradition. Then you are growing your spiritual family.

Swami Rama saw it as very important for knowledge from the East to come to the West. Would you say it is important to go the other way as well?

I think it is important both ways and all the ways. Like in India, Shankaracharya created the four seats, and appointed his disciples to the four seats, in the four parts of India; North, South, East, and West. So Swamiji, by establishing his institutes all over the world, was doing a similar thing. He appointed, or brought, or exchanged, the teachers saying ‘You teach here, you teach there’ and so on… Now it’s like a team or a family spreading and uniting with the teachings all over the world.

At this point, Panditji asks – Where are these questions coming from?

Everywhere… from your students.

To Which Panditji Replied

Mine? They are all Swamiji’s. I am a student myself, so how can I have students? We are all students of the Master. The Master is the only Master. We all are learning and trying to achieve the final goal in our sadhana. That is what Sadhakam means, I am a Sadhaka, an aspirant. That is why I have that email address. To Sadhaka, in Sanskrit Sadhakam means – To perform Sadhanas

As you see the Westernization of India, what positives and negatives do you see happening?

Westernization of India has a lot of positives and lots of negatives.

Positives are that, yes, people have access, and the world has become smaller. They have much more information because technology is vastly available through the internet and television, etc. Everyone has much more access to the Western culture and India has grown through that information and that access, and this is a very good thing. Like I came to the West and broadened my vision and understanding, India has done the same and grown immensely by understanding and seeing very closely the Western system or culture and adopting many good things.

However, the part that is not nice or is negative – many Indians are somehow adopting Westernization and forgetting their own culture. They are trying to become Westerners rather than ‘Indians’. So from that point of view, a lot of cultures, a lot of ethics, a lot of principals have been diluted. You can clearly see, in big cities, how people dress and act and how most people speak English now and less and less their own mother tongue. It has become a fashion or a status; if you look Westernized, if you speak English, you think that you are ‘somebody’ rather than if you are wearing Indian clothes or speaking your own language.

But everywhere, no matter if you are West or East… wherever there is positive, there is negative too. They both exist at the same time. It is then that you have to really use your mind and your wisdom not to touch or take the negative things and only to take the positive. That’s where Swami Rama’s message is needed… when he came here and built all these organizations – Himalayan Institutes of Yoga Science, he said he wants to build the bridge. That was his Guru’s message to him. “Go to the West and build a bridge between the East and West. The West has a lot to offer to the East and the East has a lot to offer to the West. So, build so that there can be a well-balanced bridge of all the good qualities of the two. ”

As humans, we receive information from our minds, and we get information from our hearts… how do we distinguish what is the Truth… to trust the heart or the mind?

It is difficult to know what is the truth anyways… whether it comes from the heart or from the mind. Whatever comes from the heart is based on feelings and your experience. Whatever comes from the mind is more rational and logical. So both can be true and both can be not true, because even in a logical answer, your emotions are involved, and even in an emotional situation that comes from the heart the mind may bring a small bit of logic. If one’s selfish notions are involved, then ‘it’ may not be true… and the same with logic. You can justify a logic that suits you and then thereby you can say- yes, this is the right thing. So it is very difficult to know. It could be that they are both true, or it could be that they are both negative. So it is difficult to say one way or the other which one is right and which one is wrong.

Pure intentions – That come from the heart – would be right.

A logic that is based on a broad understanding and not limited to one’s own justification, then it would be right decision or opinion.

What is life?

Life is a journey that one is born into to refine, to learn, to understand, and to grow into completeness. Life is a journey to understand why I am not complete and what can I do to become complete.

Why do we forget our past death and life and lessons?

The samskaras. The moment you are born you are covered with many sheaths, many black blankets of karma. You are born with the karmas, and so we are not pure. We have the chain of samskaras… and we forget by nature or rule that we must forget the past… otherwise, it would be chaos in the world. The teachings are not to live in the past; live in the present. Then, make your future brighter by things in the present moment. It is a good thing that we forget. Philosophically, because of ignorance, avidyā, we forget the past. What purpose would it serve if you were to know that you were a multimillionaire in a past life… so what… or you were a King… or any example? Put yourself into that situation and think how will that serve. Or I was related to this person, or I was with you… how does that serve this time? I do not know. But then again human beings are such that we are constantly justifying ourselves to not feel guilty. That what we are doing is right or wrong because it is coming either from the heart or mind and supported by either feeling or logic. One has to be very careful there I think. That is why we think we want to know… to justify our actions in this lifetime.

Is it possible to believe that at one point we started with no karma?

Probably… that is difficult to answer… but, yes, I think when creation began, we started with no karma… As the scriptures and the sages say – the creation, by the mind born and the thought, and coming into existence… so possibly we started with no existence. That question is not easy to answer because if we started without karma then… where were we before? Or how? It is simply answered in many texts; this is the leela that just creates… (leela – God’s divine play.)

At the point when you burn through or have dealt with all your karma, then you are enlightened?

Yes, you are enlightened or you are not bound by all the karma. That is what enlightenment means. You are not anymore in the principle of karma; you are free. Then you can choose to be reborn or choose not to be reborn. Free from karma means you are no longer bound to be in the world; you have merged yourself with Brahman. But there again there is also a choice because the knower of Brahman becomes Brahman, so then you have a choice. If an enlightened soul comes back, it only comes back for a pure reason; it comes back to help lead others out of their suffering. It is absolutely the only reason they would come back, out of compassion of their heart to help others.

Is the true self emotionless?

Self is ever free, ever pure, ever wise, that’s the simple answer. Ever free means it cannot be deluded or affected by emotions or attachments or anger. Ever pure because it cannot be affected by any karma; it is never bound, so you cannot ever put any stain on it or contaminate it. And ever wise, the Self knows the Self. It’s complete knowledge and a complete realization. So Self cannot be emotionally attached… emotions are from the emotional state of our being, which is before the Self… Emotions cannot affect the atman. You rise above all; one self-realized is no longer thrown into the roller coaster of emotion. Whenever the emotional state changes, our feelings change and are not permanent, but the Self never changes. It is the abode of ananda, so we are always feeling joy and bliss in the Self. That is why the yoga texts suggest and advise going to the permanent. Once you reach there, you will be forever sane because the waves of your mind never change.

When one has an emotional reaction, where is the Witness in that?

Self is there, witnessing everything. Self is laughing at you saying “Aw look, there he goes again.” Mind also witnesses; that is how you know “I am” having this thought. The Self is always constantly watching and guiding, but it is through the mind we watch. That is why they say, just rise above these emotions. Kids and wife and all of that is part of this. One day they are happy; the next day they are upset. It is the nature of the world. It is not wrong or right. We are simply talking about the nature of the world, the nature of human life, and the nature of the body, the breath, and the mind. And then in the mind, the emotions and the parts of the mind that everybody is affected by. It may be more or less depending on where one is in their journey, but everyone who has prana is affected by it unless one is a Master or Self-realized. And that is why they say to go toward self-realization –  because that Master is completely happy. It is the emotions and their changes that decrease your happiness. This understanding doesn’t come by listening or reading. It only comes by meditation and contemplation and turning inward. That’s why a lot of people will hear me say this, or hear this, and intellectually understand it… but will they do something about it? Will it change their lives?

They don’t because it takes true practice and experience to KNOW. Everyone can give a nice lecture about it, but as the Bhagavad Gita says, even the wise ones are confused… even the wise ones behave exactly the same as one who is not wise. Wise means knowledgeable of the scriptures, of the technology of the philosophy, and all of that. Meanings, and quotations one knows, but really knowing is Self. Knowing who you really are…Self.

Like the quote from Swami Rama… “The greatest book to study is your Self” and then you will know. .. He says, “The interesting part of this manuscript of so-called life is the beginning and the end pages are missing… you only have the middle pages with you. You don’t know where it began and you don’t know where it will end… you have the book, but it’s incomplete… you carry the middle pages of this life… you no longer have the past and you don’t know the future.” Study the Self.

What is the Universal Power?

Universal power is identical… Universal power is unity, friendship, love, commitment, and growth. What I mean by this is that the powers that are in everybody and part of everyone’s nature no matter where one comes from; exist in everyone. They are universal. The powers that are the nature of human beings and which are: to be compassionate, to help each other, to give, and to forgive. Those are the True nature of the Self and they exist in every human being. And then the question comes, why does everyone then act differently? That is their ego.

Ahimsa. If your truth will cause violence in someone else, is it a violent act to tell them?

Yes, there is a verse – Speak the Truth, but do not speak the unpleasant truth.

If it’s a truth that may hurt somebody else, then remain quiet. Don’t say it so you are saving yourself from not lying.

The philosophy is, if a lie would benefit someone else then that lie is not a lie, because it is said or done for the benefit of somebody.

The principle of ahimsa is very unique in that the definition of ahimsa changes depending on where and how you are applying it. It needs a lot of wisdom first to understand what it means and then more wisdom to understand how and where you would use the same ahimsa. If your actions are such that are hurting others, then from an ahimsa point of view those actions are violent actions. If not to do them would be hurting yourself, then that would be violence to yourself. Then one has to go deep into contemplation of what to do. If you do it will hurt the other, and not doing it will hurt yourself, then one needs to find the middle path. That is why I am saying ahimsa is such a principle that is very difficult a lot of the time. The degree, the who, and the how, all depend.

There is a small story of a hunter that shoots a deer and then he is running after the deer and he sees the deer go inside a sage’s cottage. So the hunter went inside and said, did you see my deer that I just shot? The sage says, the one who sees cannot speak and the one who speaks cannot see. This means, yes, my eyes saw, but my eyes are unable to say. My mouth is able to speak, but it has no eyes. The sage did not tell because he wanted to save the deer, and at the same time he did not lie.

So this is the practicality of the teachings. It is very vast and it takes a lot of time. You can’t understand it just by definition. You have to look at yourself and look at the other and come to a common ground of how far you can save yourself from nonviolence and save the other. It takes a lot of wisdom.

In Gandhi’s case, he was absolutely against violence, but then he was sending people, and were being shot and beaten by the British. Was it right or was it wrong? One has to really think about what exactly he was trying to do. So this question cannot be understood in a plain manner and also cannot be answered with the simple word – non-violence. What is non-violence to you, where are you applying it, and then what is the result or consequence of the action… all these things one needs to contemplate.

Is there a difference between focusing on the breath and mantra meditation?

Yes, they are two different techniques. Focusing on the breath is the preparation part before focusing on the mantra which takes you deeper into a higher level and is when meditation begins. Meditation is from the mind, so mantra is from the mind, or of the mind, or by the mind. Breath is not. They are different stages of meditation. The focus on the breath is the beginning stage, and then going into the mantra recitation, and then no mantra, and then going into your being and doing nothing.

Is there a ‘best’ kind of meditation?

The best kind of meditation is when you have reached or obtained total stillness of the body, breath, and mind. There is nothing even in the mind, only an awareness of your being. This is the best. This is a stage of meditation. There is more to meditation; do not limit yourself. Each state or stage is part of meditation and is still meditation, but the final stage is when you are free from all distractions and disturbances. You are there in the totality of being aware of yourself.

Is the desire for enlightenment or self-realization just another attachment?

Yes, it is a kind of desire, but it is a higher desire. It’s a desire that is more pure and much more. It’s not associated with negative emotions. So yes it is a desire. And when one reaches there, they leave that desire because they are already there. This desire is such a higher desire, so those are very pure, higher elevated desires.

Non-possessiveness. How does saving and setting aside for the future play into the eight limbs, into aparigraha and surrender and faith?

Aparigraha is that you are freeing yourself by practicing this principle so that you don’t accumulate and don’t get attached, because attachment is the cause of sorrow, pain, and misery. You don’t want to get into pain, misery, and sorrow, so you start to practice this idea. Slowly… to anything and everything… slowly…

Don’t give up on what is necessary to start. And then slowly, slowly you will start cutting that down. If I have ten pairs of pants, do I really need ten pairs? I could probably survive nicely with seven. So if one is practicing nonpossessiveness, then one gives away three pairs. Then slowly slowly, do I really need seven? I could do well with five and then I give away two. And slowly you minimize and minimize.

So if we are planning for the future, and putting away money, does this mean we are lacking in faith and surrender that we will be provided with all we need? Yes, this question has both a practical approach and also a philosophical approach. The practical approach: if you are still not totally sure and not completely able to surrender, then yes, you do need to save for the future and have that peace from being practical. But one who has totally surrendered, then, yes, they never doubt that surrender even. Then it is ok. Then with that surrender the consequences are such that even if they are painful, one doesn’t feel pain. It makes his or her commitment or surrender even stronger. But if you still have doubt then, yes, be practical and save.

So then doubt would be attachment?

It may not be attachment, but you get attached later… it may be that you are just being very practical and wise in the beginning, but if you get attached by worrying about what if, what if, oh the shares are down, oh I should have sold my gold, oh I lost money. Then you have attachment and worry and pain from this attachment. If for the future you were wise and bought gold because it was there; then if it goes up and down or changes, you will not worry. When the time comes and you need to sell that gold, whatever the value will be the value… rather than worrying each day about what will happen.

So stress and dis-ease could be strongly reduced or eliminated by practicing non-attachment?

Absolutely, that’s why they say disease… so you dis-ease… so be more at ease. Disease and Dis-ease. There is a close relationship. You are not at ease; that’s why there is a disease.

Yes, but getting back to the question. You can accumulate whatever it is you want, but what they are saying is, don’t be attached to it. It simply means if that which you have is taken away from you, it should not create pain. That is what non-attachment is.


Editor’s Note:

A disciple of H. H. Swami Rama of the Himalayas, Pandit Hari Shankar Dabral has been trained by Swami Veda Bharati. H. H. Swami Rama sent Pandit Dabral to the United States in 1992 and in 1994.  Trained and authorized by Swami Rama to give initiations, Panditji has initiated many hundreds of people.  He is a member of the AHYMSIN Adhyatma Samiti, or Spiritual Committee, and the Spiritual Director of The Himalayan Yoga Meditation Center, Calgary, Canada.  He is also an international teacher within our tradition.  In late August 2011, Panditji gave an extensive interview covering a multitude of questions that his family of students put forth.

Sing like the Birds Sing

I want to sing like the birds sing, not worrying about who hears or what they think.
–  
Rumi

Dear friends,

Now I have the time to complete the sharing of the lessons learned during my silence practice this year. What I want to share on the blog here is a bit too much to share in one post, so there will be one follow-up post to this one.

The most important thing that I learned in my practice this year is the importance of remaining mentally free. When I use the term ‘mentally free’, I do not mean something over-your-head. I mean being free from ideas of how life should be and accepting life as it presents itself to you, by remaining free from judgments and expectations. Allow me to illustrate this concept in this article, and explain how I learned about it in the next article.

I have observed that many yoga teachers and students have a very strong idea that yoga, and especially meditation, should be practiced seated on the floor in a cross-legged posture. Some will even go so far as to say that using a chair for meditation is not yoga and that it is wrong! This leads to two kinds of unnecessary suffering:

  • Physical suffering. In our current times, we are not used to sitting on the ground and we also do not have a lot of physical exercise. The body is then not prepared to sit on the floor, especially not for a prolonged period of time. When an unprepared body is suddenly made to assume a cross-legged posture, the body will hurt like crazy! Moreover, meditation will simply not happen when the body is suffering without reason.
  • Mental suffering: First of all, a student will practice a cross-legged posture under the duress of his or his teacher’s idea of what yoga is. Practicing under duress disturbs meditation in many ways, some of which are hard to notice. Secondly, since the student is not able to practice according to that idea in a comfortable way, he will slowly start to think he is a bad student. I will explain the problems of self-condemnation from my personal experience in the next article.

Being mentally free in the example I just gave means letting go of the idea that meditation should be practiced seated on the floor. Learning to sit on the ground is not essential for meditation. I do not mean to say that meditation on the floor does not have certain benefits, but the choice to learn to sit on the ground should be made

  • freely, willfully and joyfully;
  • free from self-judgments and expectations;
  • when the circumstances allow for it.

My experience is that this kind of mental freedom makes the experience of life wonderful. It does require the courage to let go of all external support, become self-reliant, and claim responsibility for how you feel and this is not always easy.

 


Editor’s Note:

Ilyaz Nasrullah has been interested in spirituality since childhood. Introduced to the Himalayan Yoga Tradition in his early teens through his parents, students of Swami Veda Bharati, Ilyaz started practicing yoga in the Himalayan Tradition at age 20.

Now at age 25, Ilyaz has studied yoga from different teachers in India and Europe. Always having enjoyed sharing his practical experiences with others, Ilyaz started teaching integrated yoga classes two years ago.

My Friend the Mantra

When I was new to the Himalayan Yoga Meditation Tradition, I heard two things that I didn’t understand. Both of them were about the mantra that’s given at initiation:  The first was that one should “listen” to the mantra when meditating rather than “thinking” or “doing” the mantra, and the second was that over years of practice, the mantra becomes a friend in our mind that can lead us toward wisdom.

The day after I received my mantra, while I was typing in the law office I was working in (they had typewriters in those days) I could hear the mantra in my mind. It was repeating over and over and seemed to have a life of its own. This struck me as phenomenal.  But after that, for a very long time, I needed to think the mantra when meditating and had this guilty feeling that I must be doing something wrong, must be a really poor student, or I’d be hearing the mantra. But try as I might, I didn’t know how to hear the mantra.

At meditation retreats, I’d sit and do the mantra. When the teacher said to “listen” to the mantra, I’d mentally repeat it.  I knew this wasn’t right, but didn’t know how to do anything else.  This went on for years.

I don’t know when the change began, but sometime over a long time of practicing, the mantra took hold in my mind, and, as it did that first day after initiation, seemed to have it’s own existence.  One day I noticed that the mantra repeated of its own accord in my mind, rather than “me” having to repeat it.  I could sort of sit back and just watch, or listen to it.

Af first, this happened now and then, completely randomly.  Over more years, it happened more often and became the norm.  Sometimes the mantra came into my mind completely on its own, and I’d notice it there repeating itself. Other times, I’d want to hear it and it would come.  There were also times when I’d start thinking the mantra, and it would continue on its own.

Only when that happened did I realize what was meant by “listening” to the mantra.
Now that more years have passed, the mantra has evolved further. It’s rare that I actually think the mantra any more, unless I’m extremely tired, sick, or stressed out.  Usually with a little prompting the mantra appears and sings its song; and it is a beautiful song.

It seems to me that this process was like planting a seed in a garden.  Have you planted seeds in your garden?  If so, you’ll know that there are several steps involved.  First the soil has to be made ready and fertile.  When the seed is placed in the soil, water needs to be applied in the proper amount and frequency, and there is a lot of waiting for anything to happen.  After what seems like a long time, a tiny stem appears above the ground, which, with continued care, slowly grows in size and hardiness until it turns into a mature plant.

It’s the same with the mantra.  Initiation isn’t given to everyone, but only to those whom the teacher senses is ready to receive it, whose mind is fertile.  Oftentimes, practices are given before initiation to cultivate a fertile mind.  Then, at the initiation, a thought seed is planted in that mental soil.  To husband that seed, we repeat the mantra daily and, slowly, over time, the seed matures and becomes a force in our mind.

From this perspective, it made sense that I needed to repeat my mantra intentionally at first.  When first given, the mantra seed hadn’t yet sprouted and had to be nurtured so it could sprout, take hold in the mind, and grow.  As it did so, fitfully at first, and then more consistently, it became a beautiful flowering plant in the garden of my mind.

Over the years I have come to experience absolute delight in my mantra, truly as if it were my oldest and dearest friend.  How this happened I don’t know.  What’s more, when the mantra appears, it calms me down. It’s as if it comes bearing gifts of peace, and this peace affects my whole being.

So now I understand both of the puzzling statements I heard about the mantra in my early yoga days.  Yet, there is so much to learn.

Recently, I learned more about how the mantra leads me toward wisdom and is a true friend.  Henry, a business partner who I find extremely difficult to talk with, phoned me to discuss our joint-project.  Whenever Henry calls, I don’t feel like taking the call.  He has the most outlandish ideas and doesn’t listen when I talk. In the past, I’ve often found it so frustrating to talk with him that I felt an overwhelming compulsion to hang up the phone, and struggled to stay on so as not to be rude.  This particular day, however, rather than struggling to listen, I began to hear the mantra deep in my mind, while, on the surface, listening what Henry was saying.  As usual, Henry went on and on saying things that I completely disagreed with, and when I tried to express my point of view, he just kept talking.

As this went on, I listened to the mantra, relaxing into that beautiful sound. It was like being in a deep warm pool, while hearing Henry-birds chattered in the distant trees.  From this comfortable place, Henry’s insensitivity and ridiculous point of view didn’t bother me.  Instead, I was able to relax and hear out the whole one-sided conversation, which went on and on and on, and I did not have the usual fight to stay on the phone until he finished.  When Henry’s conversation ended, I was still relaxed.

Being able to listen to Henry in this way was very helpful.  Henry isn’t really a bad person. Although extremely difficult, he means well, and he and I are tied together in a mutually beneficial business situation that would be extremely costly emotionally and financially to unwind.  Because of the mantra, I was able to hear what Henry said, not act badly myself, and ended up feeling very well. I’ll bet Henry felt fine too.

What better friend can a person have? The mantra is my friend.

Elaboration of Meditation as “Indwelling”

The Meditation Tradition of the Himalayas

The true treasure found within the Himalayan Tradition is the initiation of the Mantra Meditation Tradition of the Himalayas.

It contains the science of sound and word as its essence. “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and God was the Word.” Everything on earth is developed out of the original vibration of that Word – the original creative sound.
This means that sound and words are the most important principles of existence. They are both the source and originator of matter, and the Keys to becoming free from it.

The Initiation Process

Initiation is a process few in the whole of Humanity know of or understand. In it the Celestial World reveals itself, via the consciousness and wisdom of the Holy Masters, and once revealed it enables the individual to become more aware and re-order their Destiny.

The word and sound coming from the Unity State of the Celestial World which is God, is also known as transcendental speech, or para-vak.

Here it takes the form of speechless speech and wordless words!

It is expressed in the way of the feminine “She the seeing one!” From here a being of consciousness touches our Higher Self, not the sensual self, not the self of the five senses. What is touched is an inner level of the mind which looks toward the Higher self and not the self of the senses.

This inner level is called antah karana – the inner instrument – and represents the intuitive ability of a person.

Here the beam of consciousness which originates in the spiritual level of the Self and flows from it produces a mental vibration. The mind is agitated by this shining light, similar to a lightning flash. So in a fraction of a second, which can be like a 750th part of a second, the whole book of the Vedas and all 330 million Mantras could be revealed.

This sound is known as the sound of the power of will or the pashyanti-vak.

This experience can be compared with a seed (bija), or the development of a single point of consciousness (bindu). As an analogy, such an experience can reveal all details taken by a satellite over a huge region. In other words, this point of consciousness contains vast knowledge and data. For example, we could imagine all the colors of a peacock’s tail are actually contained in the first fertilized egg of a peacock.
This is expressed in a feminine way as madhyama-vak, the middle speech. The middle is referring to existing between mental vibration and actual gross speech.

This knowledge arises out of the depths of the discriminating faculty or “buddhi”, reaches the outer layers of the rational mind, and transforms itself into verbal thoughts. Mental words are formed from these higher-level vibrations as inner speech.

When they transform into even denser vibratory states they become spoken words or Vaikhari-vak.

This is a harsh sound that travels outwards – the first step of outer speech.

In buddhi, the discriminating faculty of the mind, a vibration is formed that stimulates prana – the life energy of the yogis. This now activates the speech organs and the end product is an articulated speech – the spoken words – which the ears of the student will hear in the process of transmission known as initiation.

The Mantra, which is given in initiation by an authentic teacher of the Tradition in a prescribed way, will be explained to the student, together with the method of practice he should follow. The word Mantra means: “The sound which protects a human being while he brings the sound to a rhythm of vibration within himself.“ This sound dispels the darkness of his ignorance and disorientation within his mind and brings forward, in a miraculous way, his inner being thereby introducing him to himself. It guides him to his inner center of consciousness from where all consciousness flows. It leads him from the darkness of ignorance to the light of wisdom, and from mortality to immortality. This is what the mystery of Easter reminds us of: the ego has to go through a crucifying death process – to be conquered – in order to be resurrected in the light of the true Being of Humanity.

The initiation process enables this inner experience.

Whoever receives a Mantra in this way no longer needs a teacher. The mantra becomes the guide through an inner unfolding process created by itself. Seriously practicing and repeating the mantra by concentrating on its meaning, with love and dedication, helps us to experience the highest level of consciousness such that our consciousness comes to realize itself, in itself, through itself.

The mantra can lead the practitioner to a state of meditative stillness where the godlike consciousness is resting in complete stillness out of which it sends messages to the practitioner of great importance concerning his destiny path.

“To perceive and hear this inner message is the real goal of all practices which we can then design effortlessly with joy, dedication, and love.”

In this tradition, meditation is teaching the practitioner not only about the physical body and senses and the lower mind, but it reveals all aspects of the mind, including the intuitive, the unconscious, and the superconscious. She helps a practitioner to become free from all mental disturbances and hindrances. She is not only a method to calm the mind but also forms a self-training program which teaches the practitioner of any and all levels of personality to conquer himself.

The Crystal Clear Mind

This tradition teaches that the essence of the human mind is like a clear crystal that has the task to mirror the earthly realm to the Celestial World, and the Celestial World to the earth. The only ability every human being has, that can lead him to freedom, is the discriminating faculty of the mind or Buddhi (all other sense abilities and thoughts bind him to the world).

This can teach the human the core difference between what is essential and what is inessential. It can differentiate between the colors of identification and the clear crystal of the pure mind. Through this differentiation, the colors are systematically `drained` from the mind. This process is known in Sanskrit as “vairagya”.

Now, the mind in its true nature is realized as the most precious instrument of a human – clear and untouched by life experiences, which only cloud and color it.

Consciousness experiences itself as stillness, only observing and witnessing, in full control of the movements of the mind. Then the seer rests in its true nature. That is what Patañjali says in his Yoga Sutra. When this is not so, we live in a state of permanent identification with the movements of our minds.

The Art to Teach

It’s now the yoga teachers’ task to demonstrate to their students what exactly these movements of the mind are. Also how these movements produce an illusion that leads them to experience the mind as colored and darkened. Through their systematic teaching and a variety of bodily practices, together with breath work and mental practices, they can help the students sharpen their discriminative faculty in every practice.

In this way, the student slowly realizes ignorance and attachment are not essential or unavoidable things and rather are the source of all of life`s difficulties. A very soothing and wonderful experience that results in this way shows the students that they are capable of reducing ignorance, pain, and suffering.

Our basic philosophical stance and the expression of Sankhya-Philosophy is that:
Suffering and pain in the world can be extenuated through philosophical analysis.
That means learning to develop a sharp discriminative ability, which enables us to experience Consciousness as the untouched seer; the unmanifest as the source or origin of all natures, and the source of all being, together with the manifest universe of material existence.

The art of the teacher is now to help the student experience the insight and differentiation between the manifest and unmanifest world’s pure consciousness which is the path to freedom. This is achieved through the application of systematic lessons and developmental practices.

Tree Observation Practice

For solid meditative practice, our teachers can teach the tree observation practice:

  • Chose a tree, with which you feel a connection within the area of your home
  • Every day for 5 minutes stay in silence in front of the tree and observe it
  • Develop a pure, objective, witnessing point of view, free from judgments
  • This observation practice leads you from pure observation, from seeing to becoming only the seer or experience – perceiving with your whole being.

In the Upanishads it is written: “O let my whole being become as a single eye.”

Through such a practice over 4 years, the student develops a profound discriminative ability: they learn to discriminate between the sensory abilities which bind them to the world, and the intuitive perceptual abilities – which develop from the Ajna chakra (the third eye).

This ability enables the perception of intuitive messages from the Celestial World and can be discriminated from unconscious impulses coming from the subconscious mind.

It is a slow emotional and mental cleansing process that activates a physical cleansing process which can be developed further through serious Hatha Yoga practice.

The Seven Preparatory Steps for Meditation

This cleansing process can be deepened through daily practice, if possible performed at the same time each day, in an erect and comfortable posture, either on a chair with feet flat on the ground, so that the head neck and trunk are in a straight line, or a meditative posture on the ground, sitting with crossed legs. This posture should only be adopted when the knees can touch the ground. And when the body has such a stable foundation where the head, neck, and spine can hold themselves erect, you are ready.

The advice of the Masters of the Himalayas is to sit facing north. If this is not possible, then you may face east or west. In this daily practice, it is important to be in a state of high concentration completely mentally awake and attentive and to sit in a comfortable erect posture only as long as it is comfortable for you. Five minutes with high concentration and feeling completely relaxed is better than half an hour with poor concentration pretending to meditate.

Seven small systematic steps help to move from the restlessness of daily life into the stillness of your own being:

  • Mental purification:

The first step is mental purification. We look at the movements of our mind as if we look at a film, then imagine stepping back one or two steps, watching the images of the film without identifying with them. So we look at one mental movement after the other. We give each a title and place them like a book on a shelf. In an inner dialogue with the mind, we assure him that we will deal with these subjects at a different time, but not now. In this way, we develop a relationship with our best friend, our mind, and ask its help to sit still in a calm and deep concentration. This will take two or three minutes and then you are ready to continue.

  • Breath observation (1):

 Now we bring our attention to the point of our nostrils and observe the cool inhalation and warm exhalation. Nothing else. This calms the mind and so relaxes and calms the body.

  • Breath observation (2):

 As soon as the breath is flowing calmly and evenly, without a pause, without noise or effort, we follow the flow of the breath into the body. We observe how the body expands during inhalation and contracts during exhalation. We continue with this practice for two or three minutes.

  • Breath observation (3):

 Now you cultivate the image of the breath as a pure wave flowing through your whole being. As it does so, it cleanses all impurities and leaves you feeling energized and refreshed. This you can do for no more than two minutes.

  • Breath observation (4):

This fifth step is the most important one. Observe the breath flow as inhalation and exhalation. Each of these two flows you receive continuously as an incredible gift. There is nothing you have to do or be in order to receive them. They come as a sign of unconditional love and a symbol of true hope, for which you have to do nothing. Realize that you receive this gift from a power that accepts you as you are – with all of your weaknesses and strengths. Now you can realize that you cannot inhale or exhale by a pure act of your own will, you only experience yourself as a neutral observing consciousness, like a scientist, having the inhalations and exhalations flow according to their own power and rhythm. Now you can change your language in your teaching. Instead of making your student dependent on your instructions by saying: “Inhale and exhale as I tell you”, you guide your students into freedom, helping them to become scientists by gently inviting them: “While you move this way or that, in this or that asana, simply observe the natural flow of your being’s own inhalation and exhalation.” Do this practice for two or three minutes.

  • Deep relaxation:

 With the observation of the fifth step, relax from the crown of your head to the tip of your toes, and from the tip of your toes to the crown of your head. With the realization of the fifth step you create the basis of all true relaxation. You have nothing to do; you are nurtured for free from a celestial power. You can develop love, gratitude and surrender, all of which will help you to relax deeply and completely – you are freed from making an effort.

  • Meditation:

 With this step, you now go with the deep relaxation and observation of your breath flow as a miraculous gift into your heart. There imagine a sacred cave in a form of your choice, that is filled with beautiful light, settle yourself down there, and develop the inner attitude: “Thy will be done, not mine.” And there learn to listen to the sound of your mantra.

The Personal Mantra

The treasure of the Initiation Tradition of the Himalayas is that every prepared student receives a personal mantra from an authentic teacher of the tradition in the initiation process. The student receives the sound, which is called his personal mantra, and the teacher reveals the method of meditation. Most mantras form independently from the breathing process. Their sound vibrations are like precious remedies having an impact that moves from the mental level through the pranic level, to the physical body level, healing all that needs to be healed. It also reveals and shows the seer, or our true state of being – pure consciousness – that we in essence are. These experiences revealed through mantra meditation, bring the student to a place of deep stillness and silence. Out of this silence, the center of consciousness – the inner teacher – sends messages which help the student to understand his fate. Through this, the student comes to understand his destiny, change it if necessary, and finally to order it – place it in a form that he can live in the world.

The essential spiritual training consists of noticing, without judgment, when the mind wanders to unresolved yet important subjects and issues and then gently and lovingly moving it back to the flow of the breath and the sound of the mantra again and again and again.

The Teacher – Student Relationship

How can a teacher best teach meditation is a frequently asked question. The answer is simple: They can only teach what they have gained through practice, and what they have experienced for themselves. Carefully, with great attentiveness, they share their experiences with the student, giving them only as much as they can digest at any one time. It is also good to know that the student can only take in what they are prepared for and so usually will not take in that which would be too much for them. Nevertheless, we do not recommend the learning of practices from books, because this can lead to errors in practice which disrupt the system of the student, at best slowing development, sometimes becoming unbearable.

Therefore learn to speed up slowly (more haste less speed).

This means only taking little initial steps, forming a solid foundation. From here, one ability after another may develop, taking the student into first relaxation and then silence. Here the student may discover their ‘observation consciousness’ – the seer in them – which they are. Consciousness observes itself.

The demand for systematic spiritual training answers itself by generating its own sadhana – our own daily practice.

When the Secrets Reveal Themselves through the Practice of Yoga Bindu

Most of us have the same goal for our practice: to achieve a one-pointed mind field. Prior to this stage, we experience our minds as being disturbed, scattered, and distracted. So our aim is to achieve one pointed concentration – to develop a point of focus where there is concentration on the smallest imaginable point. The translation of the Sanskrit word Bindu explains that from this one point, there will be an explosion through to a new level of consciousness.

So the first step in our practice is developing this one-pointed concentration which we can sustain over a long period of time, without a pause, and in a state of love and dedication. Here we experience, according to our tradition and through the vibration of the secret sound of the mantra, new levels of consciousness. This will show us who we are and where we are coming from.

Being conscious of where we are coming from – the place we call the Celestial World – enables us to attain an inner attitude of humility and gratitude and a stance in which we bow before all living beings and the forces of life. This becomes possible because we have experienced our essence as pure consciousness, not learned it from theory, and so we naturally assimilate ourselves into the Universal Order of existence.

Now the most beautiful definition of yoga reveals itself to the practitioner:

“Yoga means to give dignity to each and every moment of life.”

When you are able to live this path of dignity, then you will be able to fulfill the tasks and duties your destiny and society are giving to you with utmost responsibility and perfection.

Spiritual Friendship Circles

A wonderful help in the learning process of spiritual training is the formation of spiritual friendship circles in which we apply the method of ‘dialogue’.

We sit in a circle of friends, respecting and accepting each other as equals. Everybody expresses freely, in turn, their life experiences and questions without interruption from others. As friends, we learn to share freely everything that we have to offer without judgment or discussion. Everyone speaks only from their heart in trust that great results will come. Through this practice we allow an experience to emerge which is referred to in the Bible as “When two gather together in my name I am also present with you.”


Editor’s Note:

Wolfgang Bischoff studied with Swami Rama of the Himalayas. As well as being the Spiritual Director of Himalaya Institut Deutschland, he is a mantra initiator and is also a member of the AHYMSIN Adhyatma Samiti, or Spiritual Committee. Himalaya Institut Deutschland celebrated its 30th anniversary in 2011.

Imparting the Knowledge of Brahma Vidya

Imparting the knowledge of Brahma Vidya is the most difficult of all tasks for the following reason:

  1. Students cannot organize their internal states due to a lack of discipline, and thus their mental energy remains dissipated.
  2. The desire to know Truth is only one of many desires of the human mind, and without a single and one-pointed desire, one is not able to direct the course of his life.
  3. The modern way of life distracts one with many preoccupations and involvements.
  4. One does not find a suitable and quiet environment for sadhana.
  5. The aspirant is easily swayed by a variety of philosophical statements and concepts, and so due to lack of experience, changes his way of sadhana.
  6. For lack of true and selfless guidance from a competent teacher, the student does not make the decision that sadhana is his prime duty and that all other duties that he has to fulfill are only a means to attain the goal of sadhana. The goal of sadhana should be understood comprehensively both in theory and practice before one treads the path. There are many opportunities to become lost in the inner jungle of thoughts, feelings, and desires.
  7. The further the aspirant advances in his experience of the inner levels of life, the greater are the obstacles he finds. One therefore needs considerable patience.

Unless one follows discipline in all levels of life, regulating the four primitive urges — food, sleep, sex, and self-preservation — sadhana is impossible. And without sadhana there is no experience of the Self. Five or ten minutes of practice may give one a bit of solace, but sadhana that is not motivated toward the attainment of constant consciousness does not lead to experiential knowledge. For lack of direct experience, one knows yet does not know. The Upanishads say, “One who believes that Atman can be comprehended through the knowledge of the mind is ignorant.”

Many aspirants acquire superficial knowledge from reading books or listening to scholars and then contend that they have acquired profound knowledge, but they are merely feeding their egos. Thus they created additional barriers instead of removing those that already exist. The ego maintains a fortress all the time. It loses consciousness of the Self and forgets that is a representative of the Self. This is the prime source of delusion.

One should not merely acquire intellectual knowledge but should practice self-discipline, which is an essential requisite and not a source of stress and strain. It is impossible to perform one’s own duty successfully without being disciplined. It is important to note here that modern teachers and leaders are not disciplined themselves but nonetheless try to discipline others. Thus they are not successful. He must first discipline himself before he can teach others self-discipline.


Editor’s Note

An excerpt from Perennial Psychology of the Bhagavad Gita by Swami Rama, published 1985 by the Himalayan International Institute of Yoga Science and Philosophy of the U.S.A.

Definitions from the glossary in Perennial Psychology of the Bhagavad Gita:

BRAHMA VIDYA

The science of BRAHMAN, the absolute Reality, which includes philosophical and practical disciplines that lead one to the spiritual goal.

BRAHMAN

The absolute Reality, pure Consciousness. According to ADVAITA VEDANTA philosophy, Brahman is the Absolute non-dual Reality, and Its essential nature is existence, consciousness, and bliss. There is a perfect identity between the Self and Brahman; the difference or duality between Brahman and the Self is mere illusion.

Chitta-Prasaadanam

The eight angas of yoga from the second chapter of the Yoga-sutras of Patañjali are commonly identified as the essence of yoga. Here it is to be remembered that the second chapter, saadhana-paada, from sutra 28th onwards is for a saadhaka of the mrdu-samvega (mild progress and momentum) as the term is defined in YS 1.21-22 and the commentaries thereof.

The teachings of samadhi-pada, the first chapter, are often ignored in giving popular definitions of yoga. What is in samadhi-pada that may incorporate the yamas and niyamas for a teevra-samvega saadhaka, if not by definitively explicit statement but by implication?

Our answer is in YS. 1.33:

Maîtree-karuNaa-muditopekShaaNaam sukha-duHkha-puNyaapuNya-viShayaaNaam bhaavanaatash chitta-prasaadanam.

(bhaavaartha=paraphrase): The mind-field is made pleasant and clear by the practice of amity towards the happy, compassion towards those in suffering, joyfulness at seeing others meritorious, and the practice of indifference towards the transgressors of virtue.

It appears simple enough but the actual meanings are profound; this becomes clear by studying the explanations given by commentators, starting with Vyasa. He adds:

By practising these there arises in one the bright virtue (or bright attributes) (shukla dharma). Thereby the mind-field becomes pleasant and clear; thus made pleasant and clear it attains the state of stability and stillness (sthiti-pada).

In our contemporary parlance the word pra-sanna is commonly used to express ‘pleased’. In the classics it means pleasant because it is clear. For example in Valmiki’s Ramayana, Sage Bharadwaja showing a beautiful mountain stream to Rama says, it is pra-sanna,

san-manuShya-mano yathaa
like the mind of a noble person.

To reverse the upmaana and upameya (analogue and analogous) in the simile, it follows that the mind of a noble person is pleasant and clear like a mountain stream. That is what is suggested by ‘pra-saadana’ in the sutra.

Only such a mind can be stabilized in meditation and can attain the desired stillness.
It answers a question the sadhakas often raise: why does my mind not settle down during meditation? Why does it keep wandering? The answer is implicit in the sutra: Dear Sadhaka, your mind wanders, does not attain stability and stillness because you have not made it pleasant and clear through the practice of the four right attitudes of chitta-prasaadana.

I term this as emotional purification. Without emotional purification in daily life, there can be no ‘pra-saadana’ of the mind and consequently the mind will not attain stability during meditation which alone leads to stability and interior stillness.

The commentators go further into the psychology of these practices. Vachaspati Mishra (VM) states (paraphrased here):

The sutra states the means and methods for making the mind-field pleasant and clear that serve as antidotes to the negative attributes like malice (asooyaa) and so forth. It is because the mind that is unrefined is filled with these malice and so forth, it cannot bring about samadhi and its supporting means and methods.

These practices are the methods of refining the mind (pari-karman).

It works as follows:

When one practices amity towards those who are happy and in comfort, his mind-field’s dark stains of jealousy are turned off.

When one practices compassion, that is the desire and inclination for eliminating others’ sufferings in the same measure in which one wishes to remove one’s own, then the dark stains of any inclination towards harming others cease.

When one cultivates joyfulness at seeing other beings virtuous, the dark stains of malice are turned off.

When one cultivates indifference, that is neutrality, remaining in the middle (madhya-stha), then the dark stains of intolerance vanish.

By these changes incurring in one, the rajasic and tamasic attributes are turned off and the bright attribute (shukla dharma) is produced and grows. That means that one becomes prosperous in the ascendance of sattva.

This pleasantness and clarity of mind become natural to him and favour the cessation of vrttis. Thus made clear and pleasant, the mind-field, by methods to be prescribed further, attains stability and stillness.

Without the presence of these four right attitudes, amity etc., the methods to be prescribed [in follow-up sutras] will not succeed.

It is to be borne in mind that Ys.1.33 is an adhikara-sutra, ‘command-sutra’; that is, it not only starts a topic but ‘controls’ the contents of the following sutras. The anu-vrtti, implied repeat of the compound phrase chitta-prasadana, goes on till the sutra 39, the result of which practices is given in sutra 40.

The list of undesirable traits to be overcome through this four-fold refinement (pari-karman) of oneself is not exhaustive. Says Vijnana-bhikshu (VM).

All other traits antipathic to yoga, such as raaga (attraction, attachment) and dveSha (aversion) (see YS. 2. 3ff.) are all included, implied… …

The mind-field thus made pleasant and clear attains the status of being stable and still (sthira), that is, it becomes capable of not slipping away (in meditation).

These practices are central in Buddhist meditation also where they are termed brahma-vihaara, frolics in Brahman. Here we translate the relevant portion from a leading text of Buddhist tantric practices, Saadhana-maalaa, Ch.56.  It not only gives a theoretical explanation of the brahma-viharas but also gives direction for a detailed meditation practice, only the introductory part of which is being translated here. The remainder better not be learnt from books but received as an initiation from a Master proficient in the particular system. Here is the first part of that chapter 56 (We have broken one complex paragraph of the original into several for an easier paraphrase):

First a mantri (one who has received mantra by way of initiation) sitting in a place well disposed to the mind, in a comfortable posture (sukha-asana) should contemplate a moon manifesting from within the syllable in the heart1.

In that moon one visualizes the syllable ‘dheeh’ [the bija-mantra of Manju-shri, the Buddha of Wisdom].

Thus, from the rays of that syllable and the moon having eradicated darkness from his heart, he may contemplate, bring into being in himself (vi-bhaavayet) the fourfold brahma-vihara in following sequence.

What is amity (maitree)? Feeling of love towards all beings as one has towards one’s only son.

What is compassion (karuNaa)? Desire to upraise from world-ocean the beings who are suffering from three kinds of pains.

What is joyfulness (muditaa)? When someone has cultivated the roots of wellness (kushala) and thereby has attained pleasures and comforts and sovereign power (aishvarya), [saadhaka’s] own heart feeling gladness [upon seeing that].

What is indifference (upekShaa)? Natural inclination, flowing of its own accord, towards (a) conciliating resistances by way of humble entreaty and (b) an attribute of being benevolent and beneficial to others.

When one has cultivated through contemplation (bhaavanaa) the fourfold brahma-vihaara [further meditations continue]……

Here we can see how deep this fourfold practice goes and combines not only attitudinal changes but also remains a major part of Mahayana Buddhist meditation practices.

It is obvious by the statements of Vyasa and the commentators like VM and VB that no practices of yoga can succeed without a success in these chitta-prasaadana observances, the refinements of mind-field, emotional purifications.

Why the yoga teachers are not giving this message loud and clear to all the millions of yoga students and practitioners world-wide is a puzzle and the situation waits to be corrected.


1) This requires visualization of the syllables appropriate to the given chakra.

With Gratitude

Gratitude. It is a magical, life-changing word. It is only one word, but it is so powerful. Learning to live life with an attitude of gratitude is a simple, natural, and easy way to bring an immediate positive change into your life.  It is the key to opening the door to the seemingly elusive world of joyful living. Everyone would like to bring more joy into their life.  Cultivating more gratitude is a clear path to unlocking this state of mind.  Bringing gratitude to one’s heart and prayers can immediately make life more positive.     It means learning to give thanks for what we have.  During especially challenging times it can seem very difficult to do this, but the key is shifting the mind to see things in a little different way.  With practice, it becomes easier.

Lately, at the end of my Meditation practice, I have started to give thanks for whatever comes to mind. A common theme has been thanking my parents for everything they gave me.   Both of my parents have been deceased for many years.  But as time goes on and I move through the aging spectrum (I am now 55 years old), the perspective I have toward them has changed. It has allowed me to see how they set me up for a nice life through their care and love as I was growing up.  Besides the love and care they gave me, I received sufficient experience and education to allow me to pursue whatever I needed to do in this life.  I know they went to great sacrifices to raise me and I feel directly grateful to them for all that they did.   At the end of my meditation, I started a ritual of giving thanks to them for everything that they did for me and I feel great when I do it.

I also give thanks for anything else that comes into my mind.  A recent thought that came into my mind is being thankful for having a meaningful job that allows me to live a comfortable life with the resources I need. For many years I struggled with learning to have a loving attitude toward work. Now I am just starting to realize it is a privilege to go to work every day. Retirement from the job is still probably a few years away, but as it gets closer I can put the work portion of my life in a new and better-understood perspective.  Having the opportunity to contribute to the world in a positive way through work is a gift to be cherished.

Often I find myself giving thanks for being born in a time and place that is peaceful, has clean air, clean water, and enough leisure time for spiritual practices like Yoga and Meditation.  It is so easy to take this for granted when we live in a place like this day after day and year after year. But how often in history have humans had the opportunity to live this kind of life?  I have had fantastic teachers and the time and resources to practice.  I don’t know if I am learning as much as I could with this opportunity, but I am grateful for being given that chance.

One thing I love to be thankful for is when I arrive home safely after going out into the world. Whether I drive, walk, or bike somewhere, I am so thankful to arrive home.  It is a great feeling and I love to give thanks for it.  Since I started acknowledging with gratitude this act of arriving home, it has now become a highlight of my day. I simply love to give thanks for this and feel great when I do it.

I don’t know why or how this newfound attitude of gratitude came to me, but I am grateful for it. It has brought more joy into my life.  I did notice that I started giving more thanks at the end of my meditations at about the same time that Vimala, a friend from the Meditation Center in Minneapolis, went into a hospice situation.  While visiting with her recently I told her about the topic of this essay.  She said to put this in the essay: “Gratitude is a Game-Changer.”   Thank you, Vimala, for that.  It was clear that moving to an attitude of gratitude allowed her to shift from fear and resentment about her illness to peace, contentment, and acceptance.  I had the privilege of spending time with her as the health of her body declined over time.  Her spirit remained high, but I watched her breathing become more and more labored.  It reminded me of how every smooth-flowing breath I have is a healing gift of relaxation and rejuvenation.   As I watched her become more homebound and more dependent on others for their basic needs, it reminded me of how nice and pleasant we have when we are in good health.  She passed away during the process of writing this essay, on October 12, 2012.  Her passing caused me to again come face to face with the fact that someday I will eventually move on from this physical plane.  Observing her reminded me again about how precious and short is our limited time on the planet.

Since starting this practice of gratitude, when I finish my twice-daily Meditation practice, many thoughts come into my mind about the various things I have to be thankful for.  These thoughts come naturally and without effort, and I am grateful that they do.  I have not listed all the things that I am grateful for in this short essay. The list is endless and keeps growing.  One thing I want to be sure of and mention is my gratitude for having a loving and supportive wife.   But no matter what situation in life we find ourselves in, single or married, poor or rich, healthy or not, with or without a job, there is always something to be grateful about.  Since I have started the practice of cultivating gratitude I have become a more positive and joyful person.  I know I have a long way to go, but I wanted to share this helpful practice and am grateful to the AHYMSIN Newsletter for allowing me to do it.


Editor’s Note:

Daniel Hertz (RYT 500 and Certified Biofeedback Practitioner) lives in Minneapolis and is on the faculty of the Minneapolis Meditation Center. He is the author of Swami Hari: I am a simple forest monk. It is available on Amazon .com and several other online sites. In India Swami Hari: I am a simple forest monk is available at the Swami Rama and SRSG Ashrams in Rishikesh, HIHT in Jolly Grant, and SRIVERM in Malethi.